All my life, I have tried being me, Probably I was wrong all the time, but things change. But I have chosen the tougher path. I am not good at a lot of things, but I went in search of things I am good at.
And I was always successful at finding them.
I can tell you one thing Son,
Being in the crowd is one thing, It's good, it feels good, but to stand out from the crowd,youi have to be the best at what you do.
And to be the best at what you do, you need to find what you are good at.
I am sure you wil run into a lot of confusions growing up, I need you to know about one thing for sure, you were born out of love.... It was not lust, it was not just about about feelings. We needed you.
When you were in your mom's womb, I still remember kissing you to good night every night. And I still think about u every day when I go to sleep and whenver I wake up. I have dreams about u waking up in my arms, but what to say, I need you to realize that I tried being with you, but time was against us. It just didnt happen.
I am sure she was going through a lot to get you through. I was there with her in all the walks. I dont like to justify myself any longer, but Son, just know that you will be loved.
I sincerely apologise to you for not being there for you, and I wish I could be there for you. Its all about people; you will come to know about it when you grow up. I am sure you will.
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